Am have Confused?

Have listened a feeble voice that indicates any is roughly to open the door. In a pair of minutes, the door has been open and the maid ushered me to the living camera. It has done me comfortable and asked a drink. I thanked he and politely has declined his offer. I enquired if Martha is busy! And has answered that it would have to be here in a pair of minutes. The maid has appeared quite serious and uncomfortable. I have failed in analysis his uneasiness and has asked if all is well. She fumbled and answered that it is well and excusado she. It thought that something was unusual and unbecoming of the means ambiente of house of Martha. It was deeply engrossed in my thoughts, and I noticed that any has touched my hombro. It was a familiar touch, and suddenly have come in sense. I have turned and has seen Martha that smiles expensive. But there was something unusual on his dress. It asked me why inside the evening would have to be lingerie. I have presented him, the bouquet of flower, and she thanked with a smile. There was something losing in his smile. The sheepish the feeling has taken the place of warmth and captivating smile. It has seated next mine and has asked me the program for the evening. Before it could answer has said with a tone in firm that it can not accompany for the evening and would prefer to be only in the house. It felt very bad but has chosen to remain silent and thanked he begun walking to the exit. In that crucial moment, a plus odd has gone out of his camera and there was a moment of silence and when everything three of #prpers movement been least.
It was September, and the season of autumn was blooming. All the world amused the time in his proper capacity. Wherever Go to the joy and the happiness was obvious and the half ambiente whole was in fact wonderful. It planned to visit he and celebrate the wonderful evening. I have dressed up for the occasion and proceeded to his house. It was almost an end of the evening twilight, and the full moon did much more romantic. I have thought always will remember this evening that was enchanting and enjoyable. I have had a bouquet of flower to my hand, and have achieved the door of entrance. My heart was palpitating and for the first time, he have known since, felt nervous. It was almost three month, have known since his last. I #distinctly remembers the cosy cenar amuse and his captivating the smile has left durable imprints in my spirit. The mixed feeling and some the fear hid there is somehow been doing me apprehensive on knowing him. I mustered all the value and press the bell of door.
The feeling of confusion was conspicuously hovering in my spirit. I suffers horribly and depression of time compelled me to think that I am a body without soul; a living corpse. I am still to reconcile so to why have committed a crime without being insane or jealous. The thought when committing without in fact when being a criminal has done me being guilty. The horrifying the act has done my miserable life. The insecurity, uneasiness and the feeling that bothers has done me ill. The pattern of regular dream has changed, and became feeble and anaemic. I have been missing his and feeling nostalgic. It loved him and that worry . I have remained committed his in spite of cultural and financial differences. Those were the days spend together and cherished each moment. His presence has done me comfortable and fresh. The empty recent appeared how if we have been #to separate for ages. It was impatient and yearning to know him.

I have been next to Martha and has asked him why he has to betray. The argument there has been place and fast the situation turned ugly when the plus odd begun interfering. Martha has run upstairs and he have followed. While the argument achieved a big tone that the plus odd appeared and tried to pacify we. It was that particular moment. I slapped he and roughly to leave the camera has reacted then in a fist of fury. It has taken the vase and turned to #by him to me. It has lost his balance and has fallen in the table of glass. The piece of glass broken cut his throat, and has died in the place instantaneously. I have not realized until the plus odd called in me to call the Police and the Ambulance. Inside few minutes, the work unfolded to a lot of acts, and has taken sometimes before I have been freed and gone unpunished. My conciencia constantly remembered me that it was guilty of a murder. I have become the victim of my consciousness and become a wreck. Constantly debated if it was imprudent, a criminal or a confuse a person.

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